Damn, I did it!

It was another bright morning I woke up to, praise the Lord!

And we headed to '记得吃' aka Kei Tak Sek, a dim sum restaurant with Grandma to yum zoe cha.

When we went to fetch Grandma, Grandpa was like, 'What the heck?!!' when seeing my bright shinning golden with a pair of dark black eyebrows.

Damn, I dyed my hair! xDD

So, I let him to lecture me, like for 5mins before we went off to stuff our stomach.

And I even joked that, if later on, when the waiter come to bury the bill, I'll just hit the table and they will sure let us fly off without paying.

Cuz seriously, now I look like I'm the gangster head in the town.

I initially want some A'mo effect but it turns out become kiam pak[annoying] face.

I don't know how I'm gonna face people in campus later.

Gangster + Doctor??

well, that is sure something new.

BrEAK~

Name the uses of a paper clip as many as possible.

How many can you call out?

According to research, genius came out with 2000 and people who get older came out with lesser ideas. It had became a global acceptance that as we grew older, we became forgetful and sometimes we couldn't think better, it was just that we became wiser and we understood things in a more realistic and rational way, better than children. But children learn faster, their adapting skills are way better. Adults came out with ideas, based on experiences but you can see that they just have to admit,'I'm getting older, I just can't recall the name of the guy I met the other day and I always have to make a shopping list before I do my groceries.'

Indeed, I never done my shopping list and I remembered exactly what I had to buy, but it was couple of years ago.

I trust in one theory, our brain do not grow old like a machine, in fact they can't be rusty. It is just that, the machine man became lazy and was reluctant to operate it. We often made excuse, like we had gold fish memories because we aged time from time. But it made sense when I said, it is just because we refuse to memorise. We felt we take that job enough. It's time for some understanding and application without memorising. In fact, it became an encouragement as when we advanced to higher education. They gave us the formula and we applied it in a question. We never had to remember it.

People may argue, 'I would die if you make me to memorise all those bloody-hell formula.' It's true. Because deep down inside you, you feel that it's me who take control of your brain. I make you to memorise but you yourself never want to be the one who push yourself to memorise. We are afraid!! We are scared! A fear that when we start that machine again, it cannot work! Sarcastically, thinking or I mean, having thoughts is an action that has been considered risk. As emotion and stress grow inside, they demand a space, apart from mere thoughts.

A friend of mine once told me that she thought of being a writer. But she had but to take marine biology. Sometimes, we have to say, there isn't much choice left in Malaysia, right? I mean, we don't get to choose what we want, because often we have to be bright on those frozen field, unless we really decide to give up our meals for dreams. That is quite imbueing yet imbecile.

But in this recent few days, I felt that I made the right choice. I read a book, 'From Derision to Inspiration' by a Prof from Taiwan. It takes only few pages to stop me from reading that book. I mean something really inspiring gives me an opposite inspiration. I'm surprised.

The book quoted the Father of DNA, Dr.James Watson. He once told people, that do not doubt to make a change when you feel that situation is not right for you. He described future as dating a girl. When you see another girl who looks prettier, you better change the date swiftly. Just like a course, when you see something brighter in you, never doubt to switch your choice.

But I was inspired instead, to run in a way opposed to him. I wasn't a bad case, with a dream waited on the other side for me. I just had my own ambition but I made the choice. Remember? I was the one who picked up the course. No other variables. So, what I have to do isn't like what Dr.Watson said, jump quickly. I made the choice, so I just had to keep making it everyday.

I was planning to watch 'The Social Network' today but 'The Next Three Days' took over because my sis didn't look like 18, I mean, she doesn't. To my surprise, it was the first time I bought ticket for a movie I hadn't check out the storyline and it turned out a very nice movie!

It was all about a prison break plan by a desperate husband who strongly believed that his wife was not a murderer. Of course, things got easier when he switched the medical report for the wife and had the wife to be sent to the hospital where practically he rescued her there. The husband is a familiar guy I saw in Beautiful Mind. Then, I saw a woman from 'House' who played as the mother of his son's friend. Like any other Hollywood movie, it purposes to amaze you that any teacher from a town can just create such brilliant plan and with little bit luck, they managed to escape and settle life in Venezuela.

Sometimes, desperation can just move the guy to really operate his brain. And of course trust is the main theme here. Somehow this is what that support a marriage. You trust because you are able to assure yourself this is what you know about the person. Like what the husband said, 'I know her. She will never do that.' And he almost broke down when the wife claimed that,'You believe I did not do it?' Yea, the wife was arrested because of a very bad coincidence and lacking of evidence to help her. She was not the killer after all.

And then, I caught a chance to see a group of Christian youths performing Christmas carols. But I missed the picture of them performing. I only took it when they were heading down the stage.