what happen?

when we can dream, dream big.

and it's good that we work hard to work it out.

the joy that came when you get to harvest is enormous and satisfaction of you have trying your best is substantial.

and that's life.

except when we have forgotten how to enjoy the journey.

we forgot the purpose of our ambition at the very first.

we forgot that life contains other people.

and it's sad that at the end, you found no one to share your victory.

you found no one to be happy with your success.

and time is invested on merely what to be achieved.

yet the joy is not there.

and when all knowledge is to be filled,

and when you get to know everything on Earth,

the only word that gets to your heart is just 'meaningless'.

because, love, hope, faith and care were exchanged when you made your strategy.

memory is filled with notes but no happy moment.

ears are to listen to the lecture but not to a depressed friend.

eyes are to see what to be tested during exam but not what outside of it.

mouth is to murmur what you try to remember but not to voice out what you try to apply.

and it's horrible when you look back.